Friday, July 10, 2009

major dillemma.

There's this girl which I really like. She's fun, pretty, smart etc.. Everything that I find attractive in a girl, she has it. I'll do anything for us to be together. I think i'm in love with her. Damn. But, there's this little problem. We are really close friends. Most of you might consider this as a pro, more than a con. Unfortunately, things are pretty different. You see, she and I are part of a pretty tight group of friends. This group is the only thing that keeps me happy here. Not a day passes by that I don't think of them. I think of them as family now. You have no idea on how I look forward to our meetings. Being with this group of people is my own personal heaven. Let's go back to the girl. What if things don't work out between us ? The most logical thing that can happen is we will avoid each other. That means one of us will need to leave the group. Am I willing to take this tremendous risk ? haaaays. The group has mixed feelings about my little dillemma. Some of them told me to take things slow, and think about it. Some of them tell me that I should go for her immediately. One of them told me that if I should make a move, I need to make sure that I will truly care for her and never ever hurt her. To be honest, I really do have strong feelings for this girl. I want to be with her. I want to take care of her. I want to make her happy. I'm really confused. I don't know what to do. hays. I hope i'll figure this out.

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