homesick.

Being away from from my family really really sucks. I really miss them so much. I can't really put into words the loneliness that I feel. Eventhough I am living with a great bunch of people, I still feel so lonely and alone. I've already been here for 3 months. I should already be well adjusted and not in my current state. But that is not the case. Whenever I am chatting with them, I make it look like that I am fine here, but deep inside, I am a mess. I really want to go home. I am having a really hard time here. I have to worry about so many things that I know nothing about. Damn ! why did I even go here ? What was I thinking ? I don't think the money that I earn can compensate for what I am feeling right now. Homesickness has gotten over me. Damn ! I hope that i'll be able to conquer this. huhuhu..