that's life..

Problems, problem, problems.. It's the best way to describe my current situation. When I was growing up, I literally had nothing. I had to depend on some people in order to live. I really envied the lives of my friends. They can buy have whatever the hell they wanted. Whenever I wanted something, more often than not, I wasn't able to get it. It seems that I missed out on a lot of things because of my financial shortcomings. Hays. When I became a nurse, there was a sudden glimmer of hope for my family. They all depended on me to bring them out of poverty. A tremendous responsibility was put on my shoulders. I really don't think that it was fair for me to carry this burden at such a young age. I should still be just living at home and not worrying about anything else. I should just still be hanging out with my friends and doing a lot of stupid things. Hays. Life is so unfair. Why is it that I always have to take the difficult road. The one full of problems and misery. When will I be able to just sit back and relax without thinking of any freakin problems. Hayz.. I hope I will get my turn someday. =(

wonderful - ja rule feat r. kelly

Hell yeah I splurge money
Hell yeah I act funny
Look at you like fuck you
All the shit I been thru
It's a wonder why im still here
Said I was gone but im still here
And all you bitches that left me here
Its mighty strange how you right back here.

If it wasn't for the money, cars and movies stars and jewels
And all these things I got
I wonder, hey
Would you still want me (Want you)
Would you still be calling me (Still calling you)
You be loving me? (I'll be loving you)


- yeah boy.. I can relate !