the best of my love..

Have you ever met that one person which you so dearly love. But unfortunately, nothing ever happened between the two of you. Most people label them as, the one who got away. You see, there's this girl which I can't get out of my mind. She's really smart and pretty. Everything that I ever wanted in a girl was in her. I desperately tried so hard to be with her. Well, you guys know what happened. I am now halfway around the world from her. It's been a long time since we last spoke. But she's still the one who I see in my dreams. I really do still love her and I don't think that will be changing anytime soon. Never have I felt this way for someone before. A couple of months back, she asked me what song comes into my mind when I think of her. During that time, I was listening to the best of my love by the eagles. I really didn't know what the song was about. It was the first time that I was listening to it. The title was sweet, so I said that it was my song for her. A couple of minutes ago, I was about to doze off when again she entered my mind ( damn! I miss you so much.. I won't give her name.. ). I suddenly remembered the song, so I downloaded it. After listening to it, I felt kinda weird. The things that happened to us and the lyrics of the song, it's as if it was the soundtrack of whatever it is that we had. Here's a part of the song, take a look.





THE BEST OF MY LOVE

(Eagles)


(D. Henley, G. Frey, J. D. Souther)


Every night I'm lyin' in bed

holdin' you close in my dreams,

thinkin' about all the things that we said

and comin' apart at the seams.



We try to talk it over

but the words come out too rough.

I know you were tryin'

to give me the best of your love.





oh, oh, oh, sweet darling,

you'll get the best of my love.





Translation:



1st stanza:

Up to this day, she's still the one. She has this certain quality that just makes me wanna hug her so tight ( im not a perv!). For me, she personifies the word perfect. When i'm lonely, all I do is replay in my mind the times that we were together. And it never fails to make me smile. I even put a picture of her in my phone. So that I can see her cute little face whenever I want. Could I be more pathetic ? I know that we will never have a happy ending. But there is a part of me which is hoping that a miracle will happen and she is suddenly at my front door. I really miss her so much.

2nd stanza:

When I was courting her, I turned into a DICK! I really treated her badly. I became a big jerk. Let's just say that I was hungry for some time and attention. Unfortunately, she had very little to give. I deserve all the blame for everything that has happened. She didn't really deserve that kind of treatment. Of all the times to screw up and be stupid. Hayz. Once she said to me that I was very important and special to her. That made me the happiest person on the planet. I thought that it was sure that we were gonna be together. Well, so much for my happy ending. On the eve of the Pacquiao vs De La Hoya fight, she said that we needed to talk ( we all know what happens when girls want to talk to you! ). She told me that it's time to stop. She can't return the love that I was giving to her. Her last words were, I really tried to love you.

3rd stanza:

I think it's kinda obvious, I'm still crazy about her.


If you're reading this, I really miss you so much. Hope that you will come here. I'm doing my best to keep my promise to you. I'm working my ass off. I want to see your cute smile again. =)