that's life..

Problems, problem, problems.. It's the best way to describe my current situation. When I was growing up, I literally had nothing. I had to depend on some people in order to live. I really envied the lives of my friends. They can buy have whatever the hell they wanted. Whenever I wanted something, more often than not, I wasn't able to get it. It seems that I missed out on a lot of things because of my financial shortcomings. Hays. When I became a nurse, there was a sudden glimmer of hope for my family. They all depended on me to bring them out of poverty. A tremendous responsibility was put on my shoulders. I really don't think that it was fair for me to carry this burden at such a young age. I should still be just living at home and not worrying about anything else. I should just still be hanging out with my friends and doing a lot of stupid things. Hays. Life is so unfair. Why is it that I always have to take the difficult road. The one full of problems and misery. When will I be able to just sit back and relax without thinking of any freakin problems. Hayz.. I hope I will get my turn someday. =(