something is still missing..

I have so many things going for me. I don't know why, but I think lady luck is on my side now. Money is finally coming my way. I can buy all the stuff that I only dreamt of having before. At the same time, I can also help finance the schooling of my sisters. Not bad for a 21 yr old dude. hehe. I'm also living with a great bunch of people. They're so kind and considerate. I really feel right at home when i'm with them. I'm so thankful that i'm living with them right now. Another great aspect of my life right now is school. I really enjoy being with my classmates. When we're all together, it's all jokes and silliness. I can best describe it as a laughfest. Damn, i miss those guys. With regard to the actual school stuff, it's somewhat difficult. It involves a lot of research and writing. I think ii can manage. As you all know, I love to write. Even if all these things are going for me right now, I still feel that there's something missing. Something is not right here. To be honest, i really have no idea what it is. I still feel lonely and miserable. Maybe it's because i'm yearning for my family, maybe it's beacause I so dearly want to be with athena, maybe it's my desire to be with all of my friends back home, or maybe it's because i'm still in love with mimi. I really hope I can figure out what's wrong. Damn !