im finally here..

after months of hard work, im finally here. here in the land where i can fulfill all of my dreams. well, you might think it's just like a stroll in the park. everything will just instantly appear and come your way. NEWSFLASH! it's not. It's so hard being away from your home ( my hat is off to all the other ofw's around the world! you guys are truly modern day heroes ). Not being able to see your loved ones is like a hunger which you can't fulfill. Hayz. I know what you're thinking! that i should do this for my family, give them a better future. I've heard all that crap before. What can i say ? i guess that is right. After everything that they have done for me, I should pay them back by giving everything that they have ever wanted. I know it's a tall mountain to climb, But, I will do everything in my power to achieve this. Even if that means being away from them. Not being able to see them. Not being able to talk to them. Crying each night because i miss them so badly. hayz. Life is never fair.. ='(